The Warning

I had been doing well with holding myself together. I had started living my life for me and formed dreams of my own. Everything had been on the right track, but we all have our setbacks and it seemed I was due for one of my own. The problem came out of nowhere and without any warning at all. I went from being fine one day to being emotionally torn apart the next. It was Thursday May the 27^th and for some unknown reason I went back to the way things were before. I was suddenly struck with the strong emotions I had felt after first being left. Wondering why I wasn’t good enough and feeling physical pain over it. It had been a quiet some time since I had been overtaken by the force of these feelings.  But here they were in my face again. And I had thought I had been doing so well! I attempted to sleep and after a long struggle I did. I awoke the next morning feeling fine… what was wrong with me? It would be another week before I would get the answer to that question. And it was not the answer I would have wanted to hear…